The Worst of Times - 1
by Carol
 

   Luke stepped cautiously into the still house, praying nobody would
be home. He glanced at his watch and grimaced. Laura was sure to be home
at this hour. He started across the living room as quickly and quietly as
he could, but stopped short when he heard his wife's voice behind him.
"You're home late," she commented.
   Luke scowled and sat on the couch. "You noticed," he said loudly.
   "You're drunk," Laura said accusingly, heading toward the couch.
   "My aren't you the observant one tonight?" Luke boomed, still not
looking at her. He studied the coffee table in front of him with new
found interest.
   "Lulu's asleep," Laura hissed.
   "Good. At least someone can get a good night's rest around here."
   Laura stood behind the couch and looked at the top of her husband's
head. "Something happened," she said. Luke said nothing, hoping if he was
silent she would go up to bed. "You saw Lucky," Laura continued, and
caught Luke's wince. "What happened?"

   Lucky didn't smile as Liz entered Kelly's, or even look up at her. He
stared dully at his plate, his thoughts a million miles away. Liz walked
up to his table and smiled.  "Hey," she said cheerfully. "This place is
dead."
   Lucky gave her a cursory glance, then returned his gaze to the plate
in front of him. "It's closed."
   Liz giggled. "Well, that would explain it." She waited for a reaction
from Lucky, but got only silence in return. "Don't you ever eat?" she
teased, indicating his untouched food.
   Lucky blinked, struggling against tears. He looked Liz fully in the
face for the first time since she entered the diner, and his resolve
broke. A few stray tears started a slow descent down his cheeks and Liz
rushed to his side, alarmed.
   "Lucky?" she asked. "What happened?"
   Lucky closed his eyes tightly and forced the words out of his mouth.
"I saw my father tonight."
   "What did he want?" Liz asked, kneeling beside him.
   "To say goodbye." Lucky's lower lip quivered slightly, then he
surprised Liz by throwing his arms around her and buried his head in her
shoulder. "I'm going to lose everything," he said despairingly, his voice
muffled. He rested his cheek against her shoulder and whispered brokenly.
"I think I already have."

   Earlier that night, Lucky stood at the register in Luke's.  The place
was deserted except for him. He was almost certain his father wouldn't be
in that night. There had been a shooting there earlier that week, and the
club had been closed by the PCPD. Lucky shook his head. Shootings at the
club had come to be a regular thing at the club the last couple of years.
   He opened the cash drawer and laughed out loud when he saw it was
nearly full of money. He thought his father was smart enough to not leave
cash in such a vulnerable place. He cleaned out the register, and stuffed
the money into his pockets until they bulged. He started to close the
drawer, but stopped when he noticed a quarter had somehow gotten lodged
in the back, preventing the drawer from sliding shut all the way. He
reached in and pried at the quarter with his thumb and index finger, but
it wouldn't budge.
   Lucky looked around for something to dislodge it with, and his eyes
fell upon a slender knife on the counter. He returned his attention to the
lodged quarter, and was so absorbed in his attempts to loosen it he
didn't notice his father walk in the front entrance.
   Luke weaved his way through the tables, then slid, without grace, into
a chair near the bar. Only then did he look up and notice the intruder
behind the bar. "Hey!" he shouted. "What're you doing? If you think
you're going to rob me, you little-" He cut off as Lucky looked up at
him. "Oh, it's you." He waved his hand dismissively.
   Lucky stared at his father with disgust, taking in his condition. "I
see you dipped into the liquor cabinet again."
   Luke shot him an angry look. "What's it to you?"
   "Life's a lot easier to deal with when you're not there to deal with
it, isn't it?" Lucky snapped, heading toward the exit. His hand had
barely touched the handle when he heard a familiar click behind him. He
spun around to face his father.
   Luke pointed the gun at Lucky and walked toward him, his hand
perfectly steady, never taking his eyes off his son. "I wouldn't," he
warned. He took another menacing step toward Lucky. Lucky backed up
against the door, shaking his head.
   "Dad," he whispered. "What are you doing?" He could barely make the
sound pass his lips. He slid himself further up the door, grasping the
handle tightly with his hand.
   "I'm not going to hurt you," Luke said soothingly, but the gun
remained cocked and ready. He walked even closer to his retreating son.
"I would never hurt you."
  "Say that again without the gun," Lucky said, his voice shaking.
   "I love you," Luke whispered, and pulled the trigger.
   Lucky flinched, and waited for the pain and warmth that would follow.
He relaxed when he heard a dry click. "Oops, no bullets," Luke hooted,
then broke into laughter. Lucky shut his eyes, and barley turned the
handle of the door.
   "You could've killed me!" he yelled at his father angrily.
   Luke laughed bitterly. "You know I wouldn't hurt you, Lucky. Come on,
I unloaded the gun in the car before I came over here."
   Lucky shook his head, still in shock and unable to get past the sheer
terror he had just experienced. He turned to leave. He was again stopped
by Luke's voice.
   "Son, you leave now, and you don't ever come back." Lucky turned to
glare at him. "You'll never see your sister again." Lucky stared at him,
shocked, and tried to hold back the tears. They threatened to spill down
his face, but he resolutely pushed them back. He pushed away any thoughts
of his sister for the time, and walked out,  turning his back on his
father and the club.

Luke stared back at his wife's face, and wanted only to hide from her
scornful eyes. "I don't want to talk about it."
   Laura gaped. "You better want to talk about it!" she exclaimed.
   Luke groaned. He wasn't going to get out of this. He decided to try
another method. "Look, babe, I'm tired, it's been a long night. I'll tell
you the whole sad story in the morning. There's nothing we can do about
it right now anyway."
   Laura glared at him, shaking her head. "Don't," she said. "Just forget
it. It isn't going to work this time, Luke. I want to know what happened
tonight. From the look on your face, I'd say it was pretty important."
   "Not now, Laura-"
   "You CAN'T do this, Luke!" Laura shouted, forgetting all about Lulu
upstairs.
   "Do what?" Luke asked, startled.
   Laura stood facing him now, her hands on her hips. "You can't just
leave me in the dark, Luke. He's MY SON and I have every right to know
what's going on with him!"
   Luke sat with his mouth agape, shocked. He hadn't seen his wife this
angry in, well, days. "I'm not planning on leaving you in the dark,
Laura," he said calmly. "I just don't think talking about it now will do
anyone any good." He shook his head and laughed bitterly. "You'll never
get to sleep."
   Laura stared at him, then closed her eyes. "I'm sorry," she whispered.
She opened her eyes again and looked him in the face. "You're right.
We'll talk about in the morning. But I want you tell me everything," she
added as she started toward the stairs. "No leaving anything out."
   Luke managed a small smile. "I promise, I'll tell you everything first
thing in the morning. Now get up to bed. You look beat."
   Laura nodded. "So do you."
   Luke watched her walk halfway up the stairs, then called out to her.
"Laura!" She paused and turned toward him. "You know I always make good
on my promises."
   "I know, Luke. Now come up to bed."

   Liz held Lucky in her arms and waited for the tears to start flowing,
but they didn't. Lucky pulled away from her and straightened in his seat.
"I'm sorry," he muttered guiltily, looking away.
   "Sorry for what?" Liz asked, placing her hand on his shoulder.
   Lucky grabbed her hand and threw it off, somewhat violently. "You have
enough to deal with, I shouldn't dump my problems on you," he said,
standing up. He pushed his chair in and started toward the exit. "It's
late," he said briskly. "We should both probably be getting home."
   "Go home?" Liz asked incredulously, staring at Lucky as if he was
crazy. "You haven't even told me what happened yet. How am I supposed to
help you if--"
   "I don't need your help!" Lucky snapped, instantly regretting the
words. He took a deep breath and tried to keep his voice level, but
failed miserably. "Stop trying to help me, when you know you can't!" He
looked at her angrily, hating himself for treating her so rudely, but
also hating her for pretending to understand. Suddenly she seemed like
the least understanding person in the world.
   "But Lucky, you just-"
   "Who cares what I just did!" Lucky yelled, frustrated. "You can't help
me and you know it. You said so yourself, Liz, you'll never compare to
your sister. She can always do what you can't. She could probably comfort
me now. Just face it Liz, you'll never be anything but what you are
now--a poor RAPED girl. Well I'm sick of feeling sorry for you!"
   Liz stepped back, tears stinging her eyes. She regarded Lucky with
something close to hatred. He simply stared back at her, anger written
across his face. She felt the tears start to slide down her cheeks and
she headed for the door. She opened the door and took one step before
turning back to Lucky. "I hate you," she whispered, and left.
   Lucky watched her go, his heart pounding. His anger had passed now,
and he stared at the space where Liz had just stood. He felt empty,
hollow. He sank into the nearest chair and buried his head in his hands.
It felt as if his whole world was about to collapse.

Lucky lay on the cold floor of the boxcar, and looked absently at his
surroundings. His thoughts drifted back to the arguments with Liz and his
father, and he was surprised to find himself regretting his outburst at
Kelly's more than anything. The look on Liz's face refused to leave his
thoughts, and every time he closed his eyes her voice echoed in his mind,
telling him she hated him. He sat up and rolled out of his makeshift bed.
   He grabbed his jacket and pulled it on, then jumped down from the
boxcar. He made his way silently to the Hardy house, then stared up at
it. There were no lights on that he could see, but that didn't mean much.
Liz sometimes laid in bed for hours before falling asleep. He climbed up
quickly to the roof and walked, cautiously, to Liz's window. He was a
little surprised, and irritated, to find the window all the way up. He
tapped lightly on the pane, expecting to hear a startled response form
Liz. The room remained silent, however, and nobody came to the window.
   Lucky gritted his teeth as anger suddenly boiled inside him again. He
felt the sudden urge to jump down off the roof and blow town, never look
back again. Here he was, tapping on Liz's window, when it was already
past midnight, and she would only come up with another scheme to reunite
him with his parents--
   He pinched himself lightly and tried to get a grip on his straying
thoughts. He reached up again for the window, but this time knocked,
maybe a little TOO loudly, on the window pane. The curtains and window
flew open almost in one motion, and Lucky found himself looking straight
into the face of a startled Audrey Hardy.

   Detective Taggert leaned back in his chair and yawned. He looked up at
Garcia, who was pacing the room angrily. "Don't you love the late shift?"
he remarked amiably.
   Garcia glanced at him, clearly annoyed. "You may be enjoying this,
Marcus, but I know I'm not. I don't know what Mac was thinking, making us
work these hours--"
   He was cut off by Mac Scorpio, who strode into the room distractedly.
He looked at the two detectives as if he was surprised to see them. "Oh
good, you're here," he said, and he frowned.

   "Where else would we be?" Garcia asked irritably, but Mac ignored him.
   "We've got a little problem," Mac continued and looked at Taggert.
"You're going to love this."
   "What?"
   Mac took a deep breath, then let it out, heavily. "Jason Morgan's been
murdered."
 

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