Moving On - 2

Carly walked into the penthouse where Bobbie and Lucas waited.Carly went upstairs to her old room to change she was still wearing the blue suit she had worn to her last meeting.She changed into blue jeans and a light longsleeved brown sweater.She came back downstairs,"Ok now I have good news and bad news about the trips."
Bobbie and Lucas sat on the couch.Jason chose to stand.Carly was to excited to sit.
"Bad news first."Bobbie said.
"Ok the bad news is that they want me to move to Los Angeles to get the deal."Carly told everyone.
Bobbie gasped,"Are you going?"
Carly pointed to Bobbie,"That's where the good news comes in.I told them I had to stay in Port Charles.They agreed to buy me a place here in Port Charles and furnish it,I get some cash on the side,and they want me to do a whole series!"Carly's smile was the biggest Jason had ever seen.Carly hugged him before Jason could say anything.
Bobbie and Lucas said in unison,"Carly,that's great!"
Carly pulled away from Jason and hugged both Lucas and Bobbie,"Tommorrow I have to go see some real estate agent."Carly pulled out the card from her pocket and looked at the name again,"This was the best thing to ever happen to me and I want to thank all of you for your support."She smiled at all of them and turned to Jason,"I have a real family now."
"I'm glad it worked out but now we have to pack again!"Bobbie was a little mad about that."
Carly giggled,"It won't be as bad this time I have a lot of my things still in their boxes."
"Yeah and you have also obtained a lot since then."Bobbie stood,"We should all go and celebrate."Bobbie suggested.
"That sounds great mom but I don't know if Jason's busy are not."Carly shrugged.
"I am free for whatever."Jason grinned at Carly.
They all went out and celebrated.Carly had some pretty weird stories about her trip.She had wasn't use to seeing a lot of things anymore.In Florida she had seen just about everything but when she got to Port Charles it wasn't outrageous on the outside although the history in Port Charles was as different as it could be from Florida.She missed all the ridiculos clothing and make up that big city's held.She spoke about the meetings and how her stomach tied in knots before she entered the meeting room.She was so nervous that her hands would shake a little.She said her hotel room was horrible though.It wasn't neccesarily a bad room just her neighbors were horrible.One of her neighbors partied all night and the other were newlyweds and all they did was argue and make up.Carly got abosolutely no sleep.She apologized to Jason for falling asleep on his shoulder but he assured her he didn't mind.Carly blushed but then continued with her story.Then she said one of the bell boys was really nosey he was constantly on her floor spying on people pretending as though he was really doing a job.Carly said her room was nice looking but she didn't like some of things especailly a story about it being haunted so Carly was constantly listening and watching for signs of ghosts but nothing happened.During Carly's rambling Jason just kept think of his converstaion with Bobbie.Carly seemed to glow.He knew for sure right then that he would have to wait awhile.Bobbie was thinking of the same conversation.She watched the way he looked at Carly.He was in awe.He looked like he was love sick.Bobbie was happy inside soon Carly would have everything she possibly wished for.She just didn't know it.Carly was so preoccupied with her knew life to realize what was going on.Carly was so amazed that this was happening.She was so happy Jason,Lucas,Michael,and Bobbie were all in her life and she had never felt so complete in her whole life.She couldn't wait to move into her own place.Tommorrow she would go look at her options and find a home that she could call her own.

Carly didn't know who to ask to go with her the following morning.Jason or Bobbie.She just invited them both.They looked at many beautiful places.Places she'd be proud to call home.But when they stopped at one paticular house Carly was mesmerized and had to move in their.It was a sort of secluded house.It was in the woods of Port Charles.It was a little far from the main streets but it was so great looking.It was sort of small but still big.It was two stories.Th bottom floor had more windows than walls so she'd definitely have to get a security system.But that was just one of the cons.She looked at all the better things.She wouldn't be bothered and it had beautiful scenery.There were lots of trees and mountains around.She loved to look out the windows.There was a nice patio that surrounded the house.The walls were very white and the floor was hardwood.It was so shiny she could see herself in it.There was a sprial staircase and she went upstairs.Down stairs there was the kitchen,front room,bathroom,and two big rooms for just about anything.Upstairs there was another bathroom and three more big rooms.She could do a lot with the place.She definitely wanted to add some color to the place.She knew it was the perfect one and told the agent this was the place.They told her all the paper work should be ready by the next day.Carly was glad this always going quickly.She couldn't wait to live there.

The following morning she packed back up the little bit of things she had taken out clothes etc.She wasn't going to be able stay in her house for a couple of nights.They had to install a security system and she had to get her furniture.She already had her keys though so she could bring her stuff over there.Bobbie and Carly only had to make one trip to Carly's new house.She put the few boxes she had upstairs in a closet.Carly and Bobbie made another trip to go and get paint for Carly's house.Carly hated how unalive the place was.After they got the paint they came back and started to liven the place up.Carly got two colors she got a sky blue for upstairs and emerald green for downstairs.Bobbie told her that the colors would clash and Carly told her thats why she was doing upstairs and downstairs the other.Bobbie laughed and told her ok since she didn't live.They painted upstairs within a couple hours.It was so easy since she hadn't had any of her furniture in the place yet.As they were painted the last and biggest room in the house Jason came in.Bobbie saw how Carly was so much more happy when Jason got there,"Hey,it looks nice."
"You haven't seen upstairs."Bobbie held back a laugh but a little giggle escaped.
Jason looked upstairs,"Oh so you did do that."He said to Carly.
Bobbie rose her brow,"You know she was going to do that?"
"Yeah,Carly told me about it last night on the phone."Jason responded.
"You didn't tell her it was a bad idea?"Bobbie was surprised that Carly called Jason.
Carly was over by one of the walls finshing up and laughing at her mom.
"Why it's not my place."Jason replied.
Carly went to stand next to Jason and did a nodded once,"See."Carly crossed her arms.
Jason looked at Carly and grinned.
Bobbie raised her hands,"Then why not let him help you make the biggest mistake of your life."Bobbie let the her paint brush fall to the covered floor.
Jason didn't realize this was a small fight until Carly got that look.She had a certain look she would get when she was angry.Her forehead would crinkle a little,she'd bit her lower lip,and squint her eyes.Carly finally said,"Fine.Jason will you help me?"
Jason was snapped out of his thoughts but didn't say anything.
Bobbie cut him off,"See he doesn't want to help you with this.And besides he's wearing a suit."
Carly was still upset,"Jason,is that why you won't help?"
Jason looked at his clothes,"I guess."
"Would it make you feel better if the suit was worthless?"Carly wasn't joking.
Bobbie's eyes got larger as Carly threw some paint at Jason's shirt.Jason didn't care it was just one of the many one's he had and Carly knew it but still he acted angry and started to chase her through out the house.Bobbie shook her head,"Bye,Carly.Bye,Jason."
Jason had Carly al the way back into the room where they were painting.Carly screamed while she was laughing,"Bye,Mom."
"Bye,Bobbie."Jason said before grabbing Carly from behind.Bobbie watched a little more.Jason stuck the tips of his fingers in the paint and flicked it at Carly.Carly put her hands in front of her face.He let go and they just started to flick paint at each other.Bobbie smiled watching them but then left.Carly finally grabbed Jason hands to stop him.Their faces were red from laughing so hard,"Jason,ok you got me back.Stop wasting my paint."Carly gave him an innocent smile.She looked like a little girl with all the paint on her face and fingers it looked like she had been finger painting.Her hair was in a pony tail but a stran had fallen in her face.She was wearing a pair of old white overalls and a white shirt.It was all green now that they were finished.Jason stared at her for a moment until Carly let go of his hands,"Sorry."
"For what?"Jason asked still memerized by her innocent looking beauty.
"Getting you with the paint I just wanted to make sure you helped.Sorry."Carly looked down at her overalls that had paint all over them she shrugged and wiped her fingers on them.She picked up Bobbie's brush and continued to paint.Jason was a little disappointed when she started to paint again.Jason picked up the other brush and started to paint where she left off.After awhile they finished and began to clean up.Jason and Carly started to pick up the white sheets of paper Carly and Bobbie had put down to keep the paint from damaging the floor.When they rolling up the last bit they were looking at the ground.They walked faster rolling up the paper in their hands.When they got to the middle they banged their heads against each other.They both were so surprised that they fell down.Carly started to giggled,"Ow."She whined and rubbed her head.
Jason smiled and stood.He stuck out his hands to help her up.Carly grabbed them and climbed to her feet.They gazed into each other forget the pain of bumping their heads together.Carly felt like she had fallen into his eyes and he was looking right through her.Jason couldn't help but start to lean in for a kiss.She didn't want to but she closed her eyes and leaned too.Their lips meet.Carly couldn't help but think she had never kissed anyone the way she kissed Jason.Jason was so glad it happened.His feelings for her were just getting stronger but she never gave him any real indication she felt the same  way.Carly didn't know how long it lasted but she didn't want it to end but then she thought about her life she was starting and why she started it.It was so Jason could be happy with Robin.Carly unwrapped her hands from Jason's neck and pushed him away.She gave him a frighten look and picked up the roll of paper,"I have to throw this away."Carly said and walked out.
Jason stood confused.He was trying to figure out what he did wrong.Carly walked out to the trash can out by the gate of her house.She held onto the bars of the gate and held herself up.She knew it was over between Robin and Jason but couldn't help but think it would happen again.No matter what she did Robin could come in and out of his life whenever she wanted too.Robin could hurt Jason in a million ways and he'd still love her unconditionally.Carly pressed her head against the bars and cried.Jason told her that  he broke up with Robin but Carly didn't think that was true.Jason would never dump the love of his life not for anyone for any reason.She wasn't going to let everything she had worked so hard for slip through her hands because she was falling in love with Jason all over again.No way.No how.Not now.She regained her composure and walked back to her house.Jason was looking out one of the many windows in her house.
Carly closed the door and Jason spun around to face her.Carly cleared her throat,"Thanks for helping me."She was determined to move on more now than before.
"Carly,I was begining to get worried."Jason looked so sincere.
Carly had to stop thinking he'd actually care,"You shouldn't worry about things you can't fix."
Jason could feel his heartbreaking.He held back a tear that he wanted so bad to let her see but he wasn't going to guilt her into something she didn't want.Jason nodded and left.Carly felt like he really wanted the kiss to happen but she shook the thought off.She grabbed her bookbag and locked the door before leaving.

The next day Carly's furniture and this was the day she really moved in.She had a computer upstairs and a labtop downstairs.Each room had it's own special design in terms of furniture and scenery.Carly had a table in almost every corner of the biggest room in her house(the front room) she had a couch in the middle of the room so she could sit there and see through all the windows she had.She had a black chaise lounge chair by a window on left side.On the right side she had a small desk for her labtop.It was balck and so was the rolling chair.She had a tall lamp besides the labop table.There was a coffee table, two in tables,and two lamps on the tables by the couch.Her couch was blood red and really went well with the rest of her black furniture in the room.It was still dark but different.And last of all in the room she had a book case in the only corner without and in table had a bookcase.She had her very favorite books like Foxfire by Joyce Carol Oates,poetry,and romance novels cluttering the selves along with a CD player.In the kitchen the only thing was new was the solid oak table she had gotten.In her hallway she had some art paintings and poster.One of her big rooms was used for a media room.It had dark green furniture and black enetainment system.The other room was where she worked on paintings and other various art.Upstairs the first room had Carly's computer and notepads for her ideas but besides that nothing.The next room was Michael's and the last room was Carly's.Carly knew for sure the house fit her now.Carly walked into her front room with her favorite CD in hand,the Great Expectations Soundtrack.She programmed her CD player for number seven,six,and three.She had all the lights off and she was black shorts,a short white shirt,and a long sleeved green/black/gray flannel shirt.She laid on her couch and looked out at the rain that fell down her window.Her tears fell frequently as she thought about the kiss,Jason,and how her life was going so good but was now a wreck.She cried listening to the words that were so true to her.She had Bobbie listen to the song and Bobbie didn't quite understand it but Carly understood it perfectly.
Duncan Sheik
Great Expectations Soundtrack
Wishful Thinking

Listen to the waves
Everything communicates
Will it ever be
Anything more
than wishful thinking?

Oh no there you go
Looked away and
missed the show
How much wasted time
Will you survive?

Feel the blades of grass
How it brings you back
It will always be
Only as green
as you can see

Oh no there you go
Looked away and
missed the show
How much wasted time
will you survive?
Oh yeah fooled again
I don't know how
and I don't know when
Not much else to blame
But wishful thinking

Little breakdowns
In coastal towns
They come suddenly
Crashing over you
They come easily
I'm falling
through the skies
And frozen places

Oh no there you go
Looked away and
missed the show
How much wasted time
Will you survive?
Oh yeah fooled again
I don't know how
and I don't know when
Not much else to blame
But wishful thinking

And I try to realize
That I needn't look
any further
The whole of the universe
Is plain to see
And I try not to rely
On another world
or the future
The whole of the universe
Is a mystery

And it gets me over
Yeah it gets me over you
And it gets me over
Yeah it gets me over you

As her next song began she slowly got up and walked over to the pictures she had on one of her in tables.She picked up one of her newer pictures of Jason and Michael.She started to sniffle as she wiped away her tears.
Pulp
Great Expectation Soundtrack
Like A Friend

Don't bother saying sorry
Why don't you come in?
Smoke all my cigarettes - again.
Everytime I get no further
How long has it been?
Come on in now
Wipe your feet on my dreams.

You take up my time
Like some cheap magazine
When I could have been
learning something
Well, you know what I mean.

I've done this before
And will do it again
C'mon and kill me baby
While you smile like a friend
And I'll come running
Just to do it again

The beat started to kick in and Carly put her picture down.She jumped up and down while spinning.She didn't know that Bobbie was knocking on the door.Bobbie went to look at Carly through the window.Bobbie had talked to Jason earlier and he told her what happened.

You are the last drink I never should have drunk
You are the body hidden in the trunk
You are the habit I can't seem to kick
You are my secrets on the front page every week.
You are the car I never should have bought
You are the train I never should have caught
You are the cut that makes me hide my face
You are the party that makes me feel my age.

Carly stopped jumping but still danced.She ran her hands half way through her hair and held on to the soft strands while she shook her hips side to side.Bobbie knew Carly was trying to forget what was happened.Jason had confused her.She was getting use to her new life but now that thought was gone.Jason didn't know it at the time but he had changed everything.

Like a car crash I can see but just can't avoid
Like a plane I've been told I never should board
Like a film that's so bad but
I've just got to stay 'til the end
Let me tell you -
it's lucky for you that we're friends.

During the last part of the song Carly started to cry again she ignore it but it will still be there.She would've still kissed Jason and he would have still kissed back.Her life was changing and she didn't want it to now.The last song she programmed began to play.

Mono
Life In Mono
The stranger sang a theme
From someone else's dream
The leaves began to fall
And no one spoke at all
But I can't seem to recall
When you came along
Ingenue

Ingenue

I just don't know what to do

The tree lined avenue
Begins to fade from view
Drowning past regrets
In tea and cigarettes
But I can't seem to forget
When you came along
Ingenue

Bobbie couldn't take watching her daughter cry.Bobbie went back the door and punded her fist,"Carly!It's me,Bobbie."Bobbie shouted.
"Mom?"Carly lifted her head a little then  yelled,"Go Away!"
Bobbie groaned,"Carly,I know what happened.Jason told me."
Carly laughed in self pity and then screamed,"I don't want to talk!Please,"Carly lowered her voice,"Go away."
Bobbie sighed,"Ok,Carly.I'm leaving but call me if  I can help."
Carly whispered,"Nobody can help."Carly then stood and went to the in table where she had most of her pictures.She lifted up Virginia's picture,"Except maybe you but you not here are you?"Carly felt the rage pile in her,"And I'm stuck!"Carly then threw the picture at a wall.

Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
I just don't know what to do

Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
I just don't know what to do

(Repeat until end)

Carly looked at the broken glass on the ground.She carefully went over to pick up the picture,"What have I done,Momma?I'm sorry."She cleared the glass from the frame and saw that luckily the picture wasn't scratched.She put the picture back and cleaned up.When Carly went to lay in her bed she realized she hadn't seen her mom in over a year.She nodded to herself,"I'll see you soon."And fell asleep.

Jason couldn't get to sleep.He wanted to do something to help or make up for what he had done.He tried to think as hard as he could.He looked at the picture he had of Carly and Michael.He was sadden by that famous thought,'What Could Have Been?'He smiled slightly and laid the picture back down.As he walked back to his room he got an idea that Carly would love.

Carly was up early packing.She was going to see when the earliest flight to Florida was.She threw a few things besides her clothes and zipped it up.She made sure everything was intact and took her suitcase downstairs.She put her suitcase down for a second and checked downstairs.Right as she was about to leave there was a knock.Carly thought for a second,"Bobbie?"She ran to the door and opened it with the greeting of,"Bobbie!"
Jason was holding Michael,"I'm sorry were you expecting her."
Carly smiled,"No it's ok.Hi,Michael."She grabbed Michael and kissed his forehead,"Jason,why are you here?"
"I have a surprise for you."Jason said and put his hands behind his back.
Carly was curious,"What surprise?"
"Well,Michael and I were hoping that if you were free you might want to come with us."Jason teased.
"Where?"Carly asked.
"Florida."Jason replied,"I thought you might want to go."
Carly wanted to cry.It was so sweet,"Jason,that's so nice."Carly hugged him,"Thank you.I would love to go."
Jason looked past her and saw a suitcase,"Were you going somewhere?"
"Yeah.Florida."Carly grinned and Jason was glad he surprised her.

On the plane there...
Carly made sure Michael was asleep and looked at Jason who gazed outside.She rubbed her hands against her knees and got up.She sat next to Jason and took his hand.Jason's head quickly turned.Carly had a tear fall,"Thank you."
"It's ok,Carly.I wanted to make up for my mistake."Jason shifted his body to face her,"I shouldn't have kissed you."
Carly shrugged,"I'm begining to think it wasn't a mistake."Carly patted his hand and went back to her seat next to Michael.Jason felt a tingle inside and looked away.This trip came at the perfect time.

Carly,Jason,and Michael settled their stuff in their hotel rooms.They had two rooms next to each other.They were now heading for the cemetery.Carly was feeling horrible.If her mother could hear her that would mean that she hadn't heard from Carly in over a year.Carly had been so much since the last time her last visit with Virginia.She had shot Tony,went to Ferncliff,lost Jason to Robin,almost lost Michael too,gotten closer with Bobbie,and began her new life.No matter what she wanted her mother included.The car pulled stopped.Jason was holding Michael and saw Carly look out but not move,"You ready?"
Carly took a deep breath,"I think so."Carly opened the door.
Carly was carrying Michael as they walked to Virginia's grave.When Carly saw Virginia's headstone she wanted to bust into tears but kept them held back.She still didn't want to believe her mother,the only person that had loved her all her life no matter what she did or said,was dead.She took the bouquet of flowers from Jason's hand and handed him Michael.Jason saw how she had been tensing up ever since they started walking towards the grave.Carly loved the way Jason had changed the headstone.She knelt next to the headstone and it read:
'Virginia Besen Beloved Mother and Grandmother of Carly Bensen and Michael Morgan.'
She stroked the letters and looked up at Jason,"It's beautiful,Jason.That's my mom."She slightly laughed as she smiled,"She would have loved it.It's--perfect."
Jason sat Michael in his stroller,"I wasn't sure if that's what you wanted."
Carly giggled,"No,it's exactly what I wanted."Her smile slowly faded,"It's weird I thought it was suppose to get easier as time pasted."The warm tears began to fall down her chilled cheeks,"It's not any easier."
"That only works for some people,Carly.I mean it's only been about a year or so.It depends on the person it might take more time for you."Jason's word comforted her.
She still had tears falling though,"I sometimes think she isn't dead.I pretend she's just on some long vacation and forgot to write me or maybe she's made because of something I did.But then I have to tell myself she's not angry and I'll never get those letters."She wiped her tears but they didn't stop.
"I'll leave you with her,ok?"Jason said.
Carly nodded,"Ok,yeah,thanks."Jason and Michael left Carly with Virginia.She laid down the flowers,"Hi,Momma.Sorry I haven't be by in so long.Um...I have been doing ok I guess.Considering everything.I moved in with Bobbie for awhile which was nice and you'd be happy to know that she forgives me for everything and  we're getting along great."Carly took a mintue to gain her composure and continued,"I moved into this beautiful house and you would love it.I put up some of our favorite colors blue and green.I am doing these books that I'm sure you'd love.I am doing something you said I 'd be good at.It's part of why I wanted to do it,you know?I loved my new place and my family.It's just not the same without you.Your probaly wondering why I'm doing so much moving."Carly laughed and began to explain,"I had to move out of the penthouse because I couldn't take him and Robin.I--it's really different to be living on my own again but I like it.I have everything I need.So please if your listening don't worry,ok?"
"But how can I not."A sweet familiar voice called out.
Carly turned and saw a beautiful woman.It was Virginia.Carly rubbed her eyes,"Momma?"She felt herself choke as she said it.
"What?"Virginia smiled.
Carly struggled,"But you're--you're dead,Momma.You shouldn't be talking to me."
"Oh,Carly,I had to come back and talk to you.You are going to make a big mistake if I don't."Virginia sat Carly down on a stone bench near.
Carly's mouth was open a little and she looked at Virginia in disbelief.
"Carly,it's about Jason."Virginia stroked her daughter's cheek.
"Jason?"Carly's eye brows rose,"Is something wrong with Jason?"
"He is trying,Carly.Believe it or not.And I know you want to believe it."Virginia tucked her daughter's hair behind her ears.
Carly shook her head,"How do you know I want to believe it?"
"Because I have been watching you ever since you ran out on Jason the night of the kiss.And trust me when I say that was a very odd move on your part.Also I saw how you have behaved the night you decided to come and see me."
"I'm sorry I threw your picture I was just confused."Carly apologized.
"I know,sweetheart.It was just a horrible incident."Virginia excused her.Carly turned away and Virginia had to finish up quickly,"Listen,I know you think your doing the right thing by trying to ignore everything with Jason but your not."
Carly shrugged,"So what do I do?"
Virginia grinned,"Stop that!"Virginia and Carly laughed,"But then let whatever happens--happen."
"Ok,Momma."Carly agreed.
"Ok,I got to go.Take care of yourself,sweety."
After that Virginia was gone before Carly could say anything more.Carly stood and spun around.
"Carly,you ok?"Jason inquired looking around with her.Michael was in his stroller.
Carly ran to him and wrapped her arms around him.
"Ok."Jason said and embraced her,"I can handle that answer."
Carly laughed and closed her eyes.She was glad she saw her mom now she knew she couldn't hide her feelings for Jason anymore and she didn't have to.If  Virginia said it would be ok it would.

That night Jason,Michael,and Carly returned to the hotel.Jason settled Michael into Carly's room.There was an arkward moment between Jason and Carly.Carly swung her arms around her sighed,"So?"
Jason nodded,"So?"
Carly smiled,"It's getting late."
"Yeah it is.We'll probaly leave early tommorrow."Jason brought up and went to the door.
Jason was about to open the door when Carly called after him,"Jason."
Jason stayed by the door and turned to her,"Yeah."
Carly walked to him and slid her hand slowly across his cheek,"Thanks."
Jason grinned,"It's no problem,Carly.I--"
Jason was cut off by Carly.She had got up enough courage to kiss him again.Jason didn't pull away he just accepted her suggestion.Carly finally pulled away and laughed,"Goodnight,Jason."She was slightly amused by his surpsied face.
He slowly opened his eyes,"Goodnight,Carly."
Carly opened her door,"See you,tommorrow."Carly playfully pushed him out.
Jason still stood outside for a mintue.Carly smiled at him one last time and waved as she closed the door.She pressed her head against the door and  Jason was on the other side with his back to the door.What was that all about?

They did wake up pretty early to leave for Port Charles.Carly for the first time had fell asleep on the plane although Jason being with her and Michael did help her fall sleep a little easier.Bobbie was waiting at Jason's penthouse for them.Jason and Carly spent time with her.Carly kissed Michael goodbye and Jason took her home.They drove up the pathway to Carly's house.Jason carried Carly's suitcase into her house.Carly unlocked the door and they both walked in.She threw her keys on one of her intabels in the front room.She pressed the message button on her answering machine.She hung up her light black coat she had on over her black jeans and white shirt.Jason sat on the couch and listened to the message too.
Carly,it's me,John.The whole office loved your newest story.We can't wait to she what you have planned next for Destiny.But there were a few things we'd like to talk about so please call us back when you get this message.Goodbye.
Jason cleard his throat,"Sounds like they liked your latest creation."Jason comfirmed.
Carly walked in shaking her head,"Yeah right.They want to change something.I can tell by his tone and when they want to talk about something they want to change it."
"So you don't like writing anymore?"Jason asked.
"No,I love writing.Plus I usually can convince them my version was better."Carly handed him a coke she had grabbed from the kitchen.
"Thanks."
"Thanks so much for the trip it was beyond perfect."Carly took a sip of her soda then frowned,"Can you talk?"
Jason smiled,"Yeah.Lucas is gone tonight Bobbie wanted to make sure she could watch Michael.So I'm no hurry."
"Ok."Carly nodded.
"Ok,how was it talking to Virginia?"Jason sat back in the couch.
"It helped especially with everything that's happening lately.With this job,house,and everything else."Carly sat back too.
"You looked better when you left though."Jason said.
"I was.It helped a lot."Carly responed.
They made small talk for hours both dancing around the subject of 'them','the kiss',and the future.Finally looked at how late it was.He didn't want to leave though.He was really talking with her about any and everything.She was laughing and smiling.It was like the way things use to be.But he knew it wasn't true.He looked away from Carly and saw that this was her house and they weren't like they use to be.He wasn't to say anything the kiss in Florida was probaly just to thank him.When the next pause came around he stood up,"It's late."
Carly nodded,"Your probaly right."
Jason was about to leave Carly stopped him.
Carly felt an ache in her stomach she couldn't let him leave.She stepped in front of the door.Jason wasn't sure what she was doing,"What?"He laughed.
"Do you have to leave?"Carly questioned sounding sadden by the thought.
"Why did you need something?"
Carly scratched the back of her neck,"Um--I just don't want you to leave."
"Why?"Jason was hurt and confused if she wanted him she would say so right?
Carly locked her door and walked to him.They were just inches apart when she whispered,"I just don't want to be alone tonight.Not anymore."Carly placed her hands on his chest,"I really don't want you to leave."She laid her head against his chest also listening to the beat of his heart.
Jason spoke softly into her ear,"What are you saying,Carly?"
Carly pulled back and looked into his eyes,"I don't want to be without you anymore."She shrugged with a tear falling down,"I miss you.I've missed you."
Jason was so happy to hear her say that,"I missed you too,Carly."
Carly and Jason closed there eyes and let what was going to happen...happen.Jason picked her up and walked to her room.He laid her on the silk sheets of her bed.He gently kissed her lips and started to stray to her neck.Carly then had a sudden thought,"Wait."Carly sat up.
Jason started to panic,"What?"
"If this is happening...I mean really happening other things will happen right?"Carly looked a little confused.
"Hopefully."Jason grinned deviantly and started to kiss her neck again.
Carly loved it but moved back again,"I don't want to lose what I have now.My job,my house,my life I don't want to lose everything I've worked so hard for."
Jason put his hand on the side of her face,"We'll work something out."Jason promised.
"Ok."Carly giggled and started to kiss him again.They were going to move on...together.

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